Got news from my brother, he said that he will move to Palembang for work. He will move there for how long I dont know. Huhuhuw seems like I have to lose my siblings one by one. First is my brother, Ronald, he's been married so he didnt live in the same house with me again, and then now is my second brother, Andree, he'll move to Palembanng for unknown time limit, then in January my only sister, Renny will get married and there's possiblity that she will move to Batam along with her husband.

Pretty sad for me, but that's life rite?you can't just live with whatever you wanted. Sooner or later they will leave you but sad things why this happened consequently. I just can't figure out my parents' feeling after this. In July insya Allah I will continue my study to Aussie, it means that I have to leave them. My brother will move to Palembang on this Tuesday. It so fast for me because I thought he will leave me after I move to Aussie. Now there will be only me and my sister live with my parents, then on July I will leave them. Then on January, my beloved sister will go too..........

By the time we grow up.........by the time we have to lose each other!!

huah this week probably the hardest week ever.....
This week is the datelines week for my assignments and the final exams week. There's news coming this afternoon but I don't know for me it's a good news or bad news because my plan is failed because of this news. I just hope that God will give me the best solution for this problem.

Good news come too. I heard that my high school is going to be an international school references. Huraaaay................and I heard that the submission will require TOEFL test, wakakakakakaka I dont know whether it is bullshit or not but I dont trust it, I guess that its not going to be happened, no offense, guys........!!!

Just wish me luck on this week yaaa.........!!!!

aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.................................
iih I hate it........check this out:

GOOD CHARLOTTE "NOISE TO THE WORLD"CONCERT Message: JAVA Musikindopresent GOOD CHARLOTTE "Noise to the World" Concert ISTORA Gelora Bung Karno Jakarta Kamis 14 July 2005 Pukul 8 malamTiket : Festival Rp 300.000,- & Tribune Rp 200.000,-

Good Charlotte will have a concert in Jakarta!!! gosh I'm so happy BUT.........hmmm......lets check my schedule.....looks like on that day I should be on Aussie.....
aaaarrrrrggggggggghhhhh sebel sebel.......sumpah pengen nangis neeh.....kan ceritanya harus udah di Aussie in the beginning of July makanya jadi gak bisa nonton konsernya Good Charlotte. Ya ampuun knapa seh musti tanggal 14??knapa seeh musti bulan July??kan pengeeeeeeeeen buanget buanget nonton Good Charlotte more than anything in this world...........aaaarrrggghhh!!!!

Presale'nya udah dibuka sampe tanggal 3 Juni......trus klo presale'nya harganya lebih murah 50rb....aaaarrgghhh gmana neeeh??pengen beli presale tapi kan blum tentu bisa nonton soalnya tanggalnya itu lhoo. Yaaa terus gmana neeeh??huhuhuuuw mudah2an nanti di Aussie ada konsernya Good Charlotte jadi nanti bisa nonton dsana..Amin!!!

eh eh anyway kok nama konsernya Noise To The World yaa??itu bukannya nama konser gabungannya Simple Plan, Good Charlotte sama Reliant K yang di US sana??kok nama konsernya sama??jangan2 nanti konsernya konser gabungan juga lagi....jangan2 nanti ada Simple Plan'nya lagi.....huahhahahha gak mungkin banget. Aduh lagi gak bisa ktawa neeeh pokoknya today is the 'worst day ever' soalnya baru dapet kabar buruk huhuhuhuuuw......

~sad sad sad...............

How could this happened to me..............??!!!

Things are not going what I want...........
huhuhuhuuuw I hate these days.......!!!!! Hopefully next week I'll get what I wanted.
Good things happened, finally my dad bought me Ipod mini, the one that I've been dreaming for days. And guess what the color is pink wakakakaka just try to be the real "girl".
However I got bad news too. One of my lecturer which is Mr. Eko had lost his wife last Sunday. She passed away on Saturday evening, Innalillahi wa inailaihi rojjiun, may Allah blessed her and all of her kindness will be accepted, Amin...!!

huks huks so sad............my sister is in the hospital now bcos she gots fever and today I have my stomache..........hiks what a "lovely" day!!!

I'm not feeling good today what I mean by feeling is the real feeling, I have bad mood in everything around me. I hate everything that happened today, well I know I supposed not allowed to say that bcos it means that I dont thanks to what God gave me, but still I really stuck!!!!

I hate the reason why I wrote this and I also hate why I didnt do it......all I want to do right now is just going to a place where I can feel happines again, maybe somewhere in my mind and someone or something that can cheer me up again.....

I hate today......and the most sucks feeling is that I know that the day aint over yet!!!!

Gosh I hate this daaay...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~hoping that good things will come in my way

~hoping that good things will come in my way

~hoping that good things will come in my way

~hoping that good things will come in my way

Imagine............
Imagine yourself in the dessert of flowers...........There will be a lot of flowers, what i mean with a lot is really really much, not only the quantity but also the kind. There will be many different kind of flowers. You can see roses, jasmines, orchids, lilies, daisies, even wild flowers that you could never imagine there exist that kind of flowers. But if it is only flowers then it will look boring so you map those flowers in some areas. All you can see is only flowers, flowers and flowers, sooo colorful like your life.......to be continued!!

first day of mid test...........
well all I can say was just...........................It is totally sucks!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't do it right
just hope that I can get miracle this time.........Amin!!!

Worst Day Ever --->Simple Plan
"And I feel like I'm living the worst day Over and over again And I feel like the summer is leaving again
I feel like I'm living the worst day I feel like you're gone And every day is the worst day ever.........."

huraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy................

This is the BEST gift that God has give to me. I passed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Remember about the demo and the remedial assignment that I told you yesterday, well well well I did it. Alhamdulillah, I'm so happy today because I got 2 good news,
1. I pass the lecture so I can continue my study in UQ
2. My dad send me sms after 9 days no news. He was so sorry that he can't call me yesterday in my b'day. He has tried to reach me but the signal there was bad so he can't do it, oh my God I really want to cry of happy..........Thanks god for everything.............Alhamdulillaaaaaaaaah!!!

Now what I am going to do now is SHOPPING.................
I want to refresh my mind after being depressed since January. I will go shopping with Tyas in PIM, and I guess I will buy jeans, sneakers, headphone, and.......................so on huhehehehhehe.............

Its shopping day babyy.................!!!!

huray huray it's my bday..............!!!!

I am now 20, wow cant believe that i just enter the "dangerous" area of being 20, well just wish me luck yaaaa!! I thought this is my unhappy b'day beside my 11 b'day when my brother yelled at me while there are no one who will speak for me. Today I have to do demo in Adv Programming to fix my score, because I got C- and it is consider not passed so I have to do my remedial assignment and TODAY is the demo of the assignment and TODAY is the judgement day whether I can pass and get C or not..........because if I can't get C so it means that I have to postponed my study at UQ in this July then I can go there in January.

wissshhh me luuuuuuuuck!!!!!

huaaaaaaaaa..................tomorrow is my birthday. Gosh I am 20.....2 decades of living in this horrible world...............just wish me luck in my next 20 years!!!

dont know why but I always excited for my birthday........ so I'm so sorry if I acted li'll bit "norak" these days...........well I dont care what people say IT'S MY BDAY ANYWAAAAYYY.............!!!!

aaaaahhhh...............ternyata demo tugas'nya diundur jadi jam 5!!!! yah alamat gak bisa pulang cepet neeeh mana sekarang dah weekend lagi......huhuhuuuuw pengennya kan cepet pulang soalnya my mummy wanna go to Kendari trus kuku jari tangan sama kaki gue dah panjang neeeh......hehehehehehe kan saya gak bisa potong kuku sendiri jadi yang motong harus mama huahahhahah mestinya malu ya sama umur mana 3 hari lagi dah 20 taun neeeh huray huray huray............jangan lupa yaaaa hari senin ada orang keren ulang tahun yang ke20.............duh gak brasa neh dah 2 dekade hidup di dunia ini......hihihihiiiy
~wish me luck in my next demo yaaah!!!!

huaaaaa hebat hebat jam segini masih di lab.........yah nasib neh ada tugas yang bikin gilaaa........
udah ah udah ah mau gilaaa lagi......hihihihihihihihi ;p

"Its a new day but it feels so old........."
--The Anthem = Good Charlotte--

Last Saturday(26 March) I and my friends watched the cool but not-to-rock band concert which is Simple Plan. Don’t know why but I think the show was not really kick in the head if you know what I mean but overall I enjoyed the show. In that concert, I didn’t realize that Tyas started to feel dizzy because she kept on singing and jumping so I guess there’s nothing wrong with her but suddenly she said to me that she feel dizzy and she cant take it anymore so with panic I started to find the solution because there is no way for us to go to back, the crowd was so crazy if we still tried to go to back I’m hardly sure that Tyas will be definitely faint on the way. So I tried to make her comfortable by hugging her and she said that it worked. She started to feel better again in 5 minutes and after that she kept telling me that I was her hero. Well to be honest the real hero is herself because she can hang on in that rock concert is somehow a very good effort while the others was not even trying to enjoy the show and feel the adrenalin between us by not going in front, at least Tyas has tried.
The bad things happen too, Momow who stand beside me and Tyas has lost his hand phone. It’s very strange because he kept his hand phone in his boxer while I and Tyas kept our hand phone in our pocket. Well maybe when he was too excited and keep jumping he forgot about his hand phone and it dropped. Poor Momow!!
Now let’s talk about the concert. To be honest I don’t really follow Simple Plan, I just knew about their hit singles of their first and second album. They play Shut Up as the opening and I said it was a very good starting point (while Baby and Momow not say like that) because it picked up my adrenalin so I can keep up til the rest of the concert. In that concert I keep on screaming and jumping and forget about anything, my problems, my sorrow. Actually I, Tyas, Momow and Momow’s friend Jerry were together but when Simple Plan played their first song the crowd was going crazy and we split out. But after some songs I and Tyas can finally find Momow and since then three of us keep together.
Oh my Gosh, David was sooooooooo coooooooooooool. David is the bassist of the band and he’s kinda like of the 2nd front man beside Pierre, the vocalist. David and Pierre made some conversation with the audience and for me it worked. They told that the crowd was so great and it is even better than their previous show in Japan. At first I directly like David, I don’t know why but he seemed so different, so special, when I told this to Tyas, she said that I was wrong, David is no good, and she even said David as ‘cupu’. But after we watched the concert finally she admitted it that David is cool guy huahahahahahaha.
Well actually I want to tell you about very very bad news but I just don’t think I’m ready to tell you so might be in the next of my writing.
By the way, my dad has gone to US on Sunday and in my birthday he won’t be here but I guess he has promised me to give me some gifts from there. My dad goes to LA and to Houston, well dad hopefully Allah will always protect you wherever you are, Amin!!

huahahahaha kinda long writing huh?!but the grammar was so suck.............somebody please teach me how to write the good writing!!!

huuuua huaaa senang senang pagi ini gak ada dosen jadinya bisa senang senang.........
actually i want to tell you about things that happen when i watched simple plan concert but you know me......i am soooo moody person and rite now unfortunately i'm not in the mood of telling you the whole story but i promise i will tell you some stories!!!
cee yaaa.........!!!

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaa 26 March had been passed.........on that day I watched the very but not-really rock band SIMPLE PLAN concert. The concert was sooo cool but dunno why but it seems to me that the concert was not really kick in my head (if u know what i mean)........
in that concert I was really having fun, i juat scream and jump, forget about anything.....yeaaaaaaaaaaaaah SIMPLE PLAN ROOCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!

huaaaaaaaa...................baru install msn messenger 7, keren lho keren, gara2 install ini jadi gak mau masuk kuliah neh huehehehehehe.

aduh terjadi hal yang paling membe'tekan sedunia which is setting'an laptop gue berubah aduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh jadi beteeeeeee neh soalnya susah lagi buat ngubah ke previous setting'an.......wuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

huaaaaaa huaaaaaaaaaa
dah lama gak ngisi...............banyak alesan knapa gak ngisi tapi intinya seh males dan gak ada waktu huehehehhehe.........

dah masuk ke semeseter 4 neeh berarti new challenge lagi yaaa mudah2an kejadian yang nimpa gue di semester 3 gak keulang lagi AMIN.....!!!!
can i get another amen?! --HOLIDAY by GREEN DAY---

oh iya oh iya rite now i'm sooo crazy about green day..........gilaaaaaaaa green day tuh keren buanget...........aduh aduh pokoknya speechless banget deh klo ngomongin green day, udah lagunya keren2 (good riddance(time of your life), super duper keren) udah gituuu billie joe'nya cakep huehahahhahahah kapan seh gue suka sama sesuatu yang gak ada hubungannya sama cowok cakep (kta tyas lhooo)......
eh iya sabtu ini, tgl 24 maret, gue dan temen2 bakalan nonton SIMPLE PLAN huehheheh rock on babe!!!!!

announcement announcement.........minggu depan gue ultah lhooo which is tanggal 4 april jangan lupaaaaa yaaa!!!

huaaaa akhirnya uas selesai tapi ada satu lagi bayangan yang menghantui which is final OS yang meng'install linux huuuaaaaaaaaaaa gak ngerti apa2 neh tapi kyanya besok aja deh install'nya kan besok masih bisa soalnya hari ini cuma 3 orang doang yang di test, abisnya klo hari ini atut hehehehehe tapi konsekuensinya besok gak bisa ikut ke taman safari wakakakakaka agak malesin juga ya hari gini masih ke taman safari eh tapi coba deh skali2 hilangkan rasa kegengsian loe dan bepergian lha ke tempat2 yang menurut loe malesin pasti enak deh rasanya huhehehehe

------jadi pengen nonton the grudge----------

HAPPY NEW YEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAARRR!!!

wuah baru sempet ngisi blog lagi maaf2 maklum orang sibuk mau beli perusahaan huehehehehhe perusahaan jamu.........eh iya sekarang ini baru uas dan kyanya tadi adalah satu2nya uas yang agak lumayan daripada yang lainnya...........huah doain aja ya klo aku lulus semua!! Amin!! dan besok kamis adalah uas terakhir huraaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyy holiday here i come!!!