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Its been long time.......
tiba2 aja kmaren2 liat blog temen2 mkanya jadi kepengen lagi ngisi, lagian lagi mumet banget gara2 mau exam udah gitu ditambah ada masalah sama temen mkanya jadi tambah mumet deh,,, udah mau exam jadi doain yaa mudah2an examnya berhasil biar bisa lulus semua huraaaay!!!

~ dika

Got news from my brother, he said that he will move to Palembang for work. He will move there for how long I dont know. Huhuhuw seems like I have to lose my siblings one by one. First is my brother, Ronald, he's been married so he didnt live in the same house with me again, and then now is my second brother, Andree, he'll move to Palembanng for unknown time limit, then in January my only sister, Renny will get married and there's possiblity that she will move to Batam along with her husband.

Pretty sad for me, but that's life rite?you can't just live with whatever you wanted. Sooner or later they will leave you but sad things why this happened consequently. I just can't figure out my parents' feeling after this. In July insya Allah I will continue my study to Aussie, it means that I have to leave them. My brother will move to Palembang on this Tuesday. It so fast for me because I thought he will leave me after I move to Aussie. Now there will be only me and my sister live with my parents, then on July I will leave them. Then on January, my beloved sister will go too..........

By the time we grow up.........by the time we have to lose each other!!

huah this week probably the hardest week ever.....
This week is the datelines week for my assignments and the final exams week. There's news coming this afternoon but I don't know for me it's a good news or bad news because my plan is failed because of this news. I just hope that God will give me the best solution for this problem.

Good news come too. I heard that my high school is going to be an international school references. Huraaaay................and I heard that the submission will require TOEFL test, wakakakakakaka I dont know whether it is bullshit or not but I dont trust it, I guess that its not going to be happened, no offense, guys........!!!

Just wish me luck on this week yaaa.........!!!!

aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.................................
iih I hate it........check this out:

GOOD CHARLOTTE "NOISE TO THE WORLD"CONCERT Message: JAVA Musikindopresent GOOD CHARLOTTE "Noise to the World" Concert ISTORA Gelora Bung Karno Jakarta Kamis 14 July 2005 Pukul 8 malamTiket : Festival Rp 300.000,- & Tribune Rp 200.000,-

Good Charlotte will have a concert in Jakarta!!! gosh I'm so happy BUT.........hmmm......lets check my schedule.....looks like on that day I should be on Aussie.....
aaaarrrrrggggggggghhhhh sebel sebel.......sumpah pengen nangis neeh.....kan ceritanya harus udah di Aussie in the beginning of July makanya jadi gak bisa nonton konsernya Good Charlotte. Ya ampuun knapa seh musti tanggal 14??knapa seeh musti bulan July??kan pengeeeeeeeeen buanget buanget nonton Good Charlotte more than anything in this world...........aaaarrrggghhh!!!!

Presale'nya udah dibuka sampe tanggal 3 Juni......trus klo presale'nya harganya lebih murah 50rb....aaaarrgghhh gmana neeeh??pengen beli presale tapi kan blum tentu bisa nonton soalnya tanggalnya itu lhoo. Yaaa terus gmana neeeh??huhuhuuuw mudah2an nanti di Aussie ada konsernya Good Charlotte jadi nanti bisa nonton dsana..Amin!!!

eh eh anyway kok nama konsernya Noise To The World yaa??itu bukannya nama konser gabungannya Simple Plan, Good Charlotte sama Reliant K yang di US sana??kok nama konsernya sama??jangan2 nanti konsernya konser gabungan juga lagi....jangan2 nanti ada Simple Plan'nya lagi.....huahhahahha gak mungkin banget. Aduh lagi gak bisa ktawa neeeh pokoknya today is the 'worst day ever' soalnya baru dapet kabar buruk huhuhuhuuuw......

~sad sad sad...............

How could this happened to me..............??!!!

Things are not going what I want...........
huhuhuhuuuw I hate these days.......!!!!! Hopefully next week I'll get what I wanted.
Good things happened, finally my dad bought me Ipod mini, the one that I've been dreaming for days. And guess what the color is pink wakakakaka just try to be the real "girl".
However I got bad news too. One of my lecturer which is Mr. Eko had lost his wife last Sunday. She passed away on Saturday evening, Innalillahi wa inailaihi rojjiun, may Allah blessed her and all of her kindness will be accepted, Amin...!!

huks huks so sad............my sister is in the hospital now bcos she gots fever and today I have my stomache..........hiks what a "lovely" day!!!

I'm not feeling good today what I mean by feeling is the real feeling, I have bad mood in everything around me. I hate everything that happened today, well I know I supposed not allowed to say that bcos it means that I dont thanks to what God gave me, but still I really stuck!!!!

I hate the reason why I wrote this and I also hate why I didnt do it......all I want to do right now is just going to a place where I can feel happines again, maybe somewhere in my mind and someone or something that can cheer me up again.....

I hate today......and the most sucks feeling is that I know that the day aint over yet!!!!

Gosh I hate this daaay...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~hoping that good things will come in my way

~hoping that good things will come in my way

~hoping that good things will come in my way

~hoping that good things will come in my way